Absolution by Amanda Dick: Blog Tour Review and Giveaway

Title: Absolution 
Author:  Amanda Dick
Release Date: December 29, 2013

A freak accident, a moment in time, and life changes forever. Stay or go - there's no such thing as the easy way out. 

The accident wasn't his fault but in the horrific aftermath, Jack's actions may have possibly caused consequences he could never have foreseen. Consumed with guilt and unable to listen to reason, he takes the only option he believes is open to him: he disappears. Living a quiet life away from everyone he loves, he drops off the grid but the memories continue to haunt him. 

Four years later, a funeral signals a homecoming fraught with tension as he finally forces himself to face up to the consequences of his actions. Betrayed and angry, his former best friend Callum wants nothing more than to see him disappear once again - for good this time. Meanwhile his ex-girlfriend Ally has moved on and he can see that his return is anything but easy for her. People change, life goes on and things are never as simple as they seem. The past has a habit of catching up with you when you least expect it. 

Living with regret and guilt almost tore him apart, but there is no guarantee that trying to make amends will soothe his soul or help the people he loves the most. 

Courage has many faces. Fighting for what you believe in, no matter what. Showing strength of mind and body when the cards are stacked against you. Rising to the challenge and playing through the pain. 

And yet sometimes, courage means simply standing your ground.



“You want to know if I told her about what happened that night.”

Callum glared at him, and Jack could tell he was on the right track.
“The answer is no, I didn’t. But why the hell didn’t you? You were there, you knew.”
“Because it wasn’t my place to tell her – it was yours.” Callum snapped.
“Jesus, Callum! You just let her think God knows what, all this time?”
“What the hell do you care what she thought! You weren’t here, remember? I didn’t tell her because what the hell would be the point?”
“What would be the point?” Jack repeated indignantly. “She would have known!”
“Known what? That you were a coward? She figured that one out for herself when she woke up and you were gone!”
Jack opened his mouth to speak, but Callum cut him off.
“Don’t you dare come back here and start blaming me or anyone else! No one told you to go – you made that choice yourself.” Callum hissed, eyes blazing. “You did the wrong thing then and by coming back now and stirring it all up again, all you’re doing is making it worse. You’re here for your own selfish reasons, not because of Tom or because of her!”
“I’m trying to make it right!” Jack insisted, heart racing.
“And how in the hell do you think you’re gonna do that?”
Jack stared at him dumbfounded, knowing that he had asked himself that question a million times and come up empty.
“She doesn’t need you anymore. The best thing you can do now is just crawl back into whatever hole you crawled out of and leave her be.”
Jack shook his head determinedly, his heart pounding. “No. I’m not going anywhere, not this time.”
Callum laughed scornfully. “That’s your master plan? Seriously?”
Jack glared at him in silence, his anger mounting.
“Oh come on – you gotta admit, that’s a reckless statement, especially for you.” Callum snorted derisively. “You disappear when the going gets tough, remember?”
Jack clenched his teeth so tight his jaw ached. “That’s not what happened and you know it.”
“Do I? Because that’s what it looked like from where I was standing!”
“You know damn well why I left!” Jack blurted out, his voice thunderous and desperate. “You knew what I did – you were there!”
“Yeah, I knew what you did - big deal! You were trying to save her life - she wouldn’t have blamed you!” he said hotly. “You did the wrong thing, Jack – you should’ve stayed.”
Jack stared at him, his heart racing. He thought about the relationship they used to have – how close they were. Like brothers. And now this; strangers - worse than that; enemies.
“I made a mistake.” he choked. “I won’t make that mistake again.”
Callum shook his head. He stood up straight and took a step backwards, eyeballing Jack as he forced his hands back into his pockets.
“Here’s the thing – you made your choice. Now you have to live with it, just like the rest of us. You can’t change what happened and if you stick around, you’re only gonna hurt her. Is that what you want?”
Jack opened his mouth to reply but Callum didn’t give him a chance.
“She was just starting to get her life back together, after everything she’s been through. Don’t rip it all apart again.” he pleaded quietly, clearly emotional. “Do the right thing this time - leave.”


Hands down, one of the best books I have read…… EVER!!!! It is absolutely BRILLIANT. There are not nearly enough stars to adequately rate this.   It’s overwhelming how much I truly love love love this book!   
This book made me feel……. Everything.  It weighed heavily on my heart. It's full of loss, pain, and regret. My heart broke for everyone involved.  The pain was present right from the very beginning.  I could feel the hurt and feelings of resentment and regret that have been harbored for years. I certainly cried on more than one occasion. But underneath all of the pain, also lies a story of healing, forgiveness, and learning to moving on.

Jack shoulders an enormous amount of guilt over the accident that drove him to suddenly leave four years ago. But there's more than what can been seen on the surface. Unspoken truths hold the key to why he left in the first place.  Jack and those he left behind know that a lot happens in four years, but it’s not always as simple as what you’ve always imagined in your head.  What they discover and learn about each other and themselves sets each on a path to acceptance, second chance, and absolution.  Courage many have many faces, but so does love…… 
There’s just so much I love about this book…..from the writing, to the chapter quotes, to the characters, and right down to the story itself.  Everything about this book is simply B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.  I was sad when I read the last word. It was so wonderful I didn't want it to end.  A book like this doesn’t come around often.  It’s one of those very special stories that not only brings us an emotional read, but also teaches us something (well, a lot of somethings) along the way.
The writing is beautiful and definitely adds to the flow of the story. The blending of the past with the present is wonderful.  I loved that the story was told with flashbacks as opposed to straight from the beginning to the end.  And, the quotes at the beginning of each chapter just add to the specialness of this book.  It’s hard to fathom that this is Amanda Dick’s first book.  Absolution is beyond incredible for a debut offering.  It’s beyond incredible PERIOD!!!

This book is simply phenomenal.  Do yourself a HUGE favor and pick this one up.  READ IT, READ IT, READ IT!



Amanda Dick is a night-owl, coffee addict, movie buff and music lover.  She also writes.

Born in Opotiki, New Zealand, she is rather partial to dark chocolate and believes in the power of a good vanilla latte.  She has a passion for the colour green (particularly in clothes and gemstones) and insists there is nothing sexier than a man in a kilt. 

She spent several months traveling around Europe in her late 20’s (there’s a story there – she’ll get around to writing it one day).  After ridding herself of her wanderlust, she met the love of her life (while working to pay off said wanderlust) in Edinburgh, Scotland.  They moved in together the week after their first date – so yes, she believes in love at first sight.  She also believes in Women's Intuition and following your heart. 

She writes on her trusty laptop, predominantly late at night, when it's quiet and interruptions are few.  Most of all, she enjoys writing about human behaviour - love, loss, joy, grief, friendship and relationships in general.  She loves to put normal, everyday people into situations that will test their boundaries.  She is passionately curious about how we, as human beings, react when pushed to the edge. 

After living in Scotland for five years, she has now settled back home in New Zealand, where she lives with her husband and two children.



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1 comment:

Amanda Dick said...

I just wanted to thank you - not only for posting and being part of my blog tour, but also for your incredible review. This story is so close to my heart, to read your feedback and see how it touched you makes all the struggles to get this out there more than worthwhile. I told myself before I published that if I could just touch ONE person with this story, I would be grateful. I'm so lucky to have received many wonderful reviews, but I have to say that yours is right up there with my favourites :)

Thanks for your wonderful feedback! I hope you'll remember this story and these characters for awhile - I'm working on Callum's story after my next stand-alone book comes out in June. Absolution began as a stand-alone, but I'm working on making it into a trilogy. I have to say, it's pretty exciting to be working with these characters again :)

Anyway, thank you again - come see me on Facebook! I just gave you yet another shout-out over on my author page!

Many thanks,